(Source: mistakes-)
I am afraid. I am not solid, but hollow. I feel behind my eyes a numb, paralyzed cavern, a pit of hell, a mimicking nothingness. I never thought, I never wrote, I never suffered. I want to kill myself, to escape from responsibility, to crawl back abjectly into the womb. I do not know who I am, where I am going - and I am the one who has to decide the answers to these hideous questions. I long for a noble escape from freedom - I am weak, tired, in revolt from the strong constructive humanitarian faith which presupposes a healthy, active intellect and will.
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (via honeyfleur)
i just realized that “never” is a contraction of “not ever”
and “blush” is a contraction of “blood rush”
also “studying” is a contraction of “student dying”
(Source: growlithed)
fuqa:
i’m getting this nail polish soon yay
need omFG
i NEED this :O
(Source: blackivoryy)
“I feel like “Almost There” fits closest with my life. I go to a religious university where the girls are basically expected to get married and drop out within the first 2 years. “I ain’t got time for dancin”, I want to get my degree and I am “Almost There”.”
